I know I disappeared. I've had SOOOOOOO much going on and I apologize. The nice thing is that for once, the things going on haven't been a source of pain or anguish. I'm actually very happy. That could be one explanation for my absence as well. As I've said before, when I'm happy, it's difficult for me to write anything worthwhile. Be that as it may, I am happy. I'd rather have it be this way than have tons of inspiration for writing and be miserable. Whether that's a good or a bad thing remains to be seen. I do promise I'll try to avoid an absence as long as this last one has been. I've been taking vacations, going to concerts, visiting family.. doing things I've needed for a long time. I hope you'll forgive me for doing the things that I need to do for myself. I think I may finally be able to be completely comfortable with who I am. It's been a long time coming, but it may have finally happened. Anyway, I'll stop with the explanations now. I know I haven't gone into too many specifics here, but you probably aren't too interested. Just suffice it to say, I'm here and I'll be posting as much as I can.